Lose of love and valuable thing

Today is second day that I cannot find my daughter (Moonoy). It is my lovely female sugar gilder that I brought from Sunday market. I am really sorry with its lose because I love it so much: love as it is my real daughter. I remember how first time it play with me. I remember how it sleeps beside me, how it eat the feed in my head. Now, I have no my lovely little daughter. Really sorry—In contrast, I am very sorry that why my boyfriend ignore to find it because he is who cared it this time. I didn’t response with his care. I hate his act. Love that I give to him drop down every day. I don’t know why. However, I wait for see how he acts in the future and wait for coming back of my lovely daughter.
I hope I wake up and see it again.

Come back to me, please T^T 25 August 2010 3.35 pm.

Wonderful of bitter moment

Do you ever hurt from love? I am one who hurt from love. This event occurred one year ago in rainy, season for broken heart. I fell in blue when I had gone with my ex-boyfriend and didn’t keep in touch with him. I didn’t want to do everything because it made me think of him. The Pooh doll that he gave to me in my birthday still smiled to me. His picture also showed every time when I opened my laptop. Every memory still engraved in my heart. At that time, I thought that no one love me and I had to walk in street of sadness alone. Long time ago, I still tasted a bitter of love. Besides, No one gave me sweet of happiness. A bitter time walked until final period of rain, but my heart never touched with soft of rain drop. I seem like a little dog standing on the field in heavy rain: lonely, hurt, and very cold. Until one day that sunshine in the morning was sweet and bright, someone called to me. I was very surprised because he was a guy who never called to me, my older brother. Soft and gentle voice soothed me with sweet words. This time, my tear dropped on my cheek. I don’t know why but my heart was full of happiness. Happiness and love, I never receive for him. My older brother who ignored everything that I did, he gave me a big love fulfilling my lost love. He asked me to forget everything in my past and start to walk again. Exactly, I promised him and did it the best. Although, my pain in my heart didn’t completely cure, I could smile to my past and started new life on the street of happiness. Now, I am a happy and lucky girl because I have a good family. Today, rainy of sadness was got rid by the wind love. Thank you, my bitter moment that made me know a wonderful love of family.
Apinya Pimpaka 5131006252

2nd of " The bathroom of care"

the bathroom of care

If I could transform to be a room in my sweet house, I would be a bathroom to relieve the misfortune of my lovely mother. Because of her sickness, her eyes have had only fatigue, stress, and pain like the sky in rainy day that I do not want to see. Her sickness is like the scurf on her body that I wish I cleaned it by pure water. Therefore, I would be pure water to flow gently on her body and decay her sickness. I would be sweet lavender soap to soothe her from her stress. I wish aroma of a pure purple flower made she feel like staying in garden of heaven and spellbinding with aroma till she forgets everything that make her pain. Suppose she still stuck in slough, I would be toilet to dispose her misfortune. Although it is like waste thing or dirt, I would swallow and than bury it in my innocent heart. If everything that I do for her cannot make her better, I would adjure Apollo, god of medicine and healing, to heal her from her pain and throw her sickness to the floor. I would be a drain to suck it to the farthest place. At this time, whatever I can do for relieve her misfortune I will do although it is ugly, dirty, and unpleasant. Because I believe that gratitude is not beautiful card in mother’s day or love massage that convey magnificent meaning, but it is action that come from the deepest heart that is pure and sincere. For this reason, I wish I would be bathroom; a room is full of aroma of love and current of care. .

Beginner!!!

When people born, they have only a body, no thinking. When they grow up, they have body, and learning. When they learn, they have prefect body, and perfect learning. When they have all of them, they are perfect person. Although they are perfect person, but it is not idicate that they can think and have perfect thinking. On the other, they may cannot think in logical way because people are taught for doing, but not thinking. Nowaday, problem of learning is criticall thinking; Student cannot think in critical and logical way, so they cannot success in reading, writng and go on. I am one who cannot success. This time is begin to learn the ways to think. I believe one day I will can be real thinker. Now, I am beginer who will hike to mountain of thinking. Let's go with me. My friend!!